entry # 25 Weep

Sinners INC

I am scheduled to perform tonight with Maria for some guests, and I'm so overwhelmed right now I just want to cry.

I got quite the fright down in the cellar chambers when I got lost down there, and I haven't had the time to reconnect with Maria after I punished her so severely. What is it going to be like performing with her tonight in front of all those people?

It's times like this I start to question why I am even here. I have grown so much, but maybe I have grown out of it. Maybe it's time I move on, I wonder as I lay looking up at the ceiling. Where would I go? What would I do? I have saved some money, not a lot. Not as much as some girls. I enjoy most of my time here. Many of the girls found a man in one way or another and got married off, but that never happened to me.

How was I going to ask the Master about the dungeon I walked in on by mistake? I need to present myself in a manner that does not get me into trouble when I ask. I'd better get ready for tonight, as the show must go on.

I collected myself for the time being and set off down the hall to Maria's room. I knocked and entered finding her toweling off after a bath. "Ready for our show tonight?" I asked. Maria was distant, continued to dry her hair, "Yeah, you?"

"Of course I am." I got closer to Maria. "I've been thinking all day about how upset I got earlier, and I've just felt bad all day because I want only the best things for you and me, you know that."

Maria looked up at me. "Yeah."

"I think you are so beautiful, and your innocent eyes always bring so much life to any room that you are in. I want you to know you are very special to me, and because of that I may expect more from you at times." Maria responded to the praise, sat up straighter. "But I want you to know that no matter what it is that takes place, I always care about you, OK?" "OK." And she took my hand in reassurance. Continue --->

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