| entry # 28 Talk |
Sinners INC |
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"What's on your mind Lola?" The Master asked me. We talked for quite a while. I told him about my worries. How I feared that by having to be the disciplinarian, I may lose out of the camaraderie between me and my girls. I also told him I felt a little reconnected with Maria, and he said that I could do more shows with her to maintain that connection. I then told him that I had a few questions. The Master was so amused by me. It had been a long time since he last saw me confused or needing so much "hand holding". |
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He laughed when I confronted him about the terrifying dungeon below the mansion. He said, "Goodness girl, those are some of my highest paying customers. Believe it or not, all of those people have paid for a week of torture in our dungeon. Some of the most powerful people in the world pay to be chained, caged, abused and degraded. Many of these people are surrounded by people who agree with anything they say, and don't have a real friend in the world. They come here, we call them a few names, beat on them with a whip or stick, lock them in a cage for a couple days, and they feel as fresh as new." The Master even offered to let me work some of the dungeon if I wanted more experience, but I declined. I've had my share of doling out the abuse this week, now I wanted to get back on the love train. The Master was glad to help me iron out my problems. I told him that I was wondering if it was time for me to leave the mansion and move on. He paused for a moment and said the most personal thing he had ever said to me. He said, "I'd be so lost without you Lola. I think of us as a team. Sometimes I too fear the path I've taken. I fear living alone with no one to love me or care for me. Decadence has led me on a constant race for always just a little more until there is no more and I feel empty inside. You know that you've never had enough until you've had too much." I was touched at his honesty and told him that of course I would stay with him. I never knew he felt that way and it hit a heart string. Because I had interrupted the blow job miss Cherry was giving to our master, I wanted to thank the Master with more than a thank you. I suggested that we meet at the glory holes in the 6 x 9 room. All of Cherry's talk had gotten the Master in a mood to feed me piss and cum, which is exactly what he did. Continue --->
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